Thu 18 Oct 2007
Fears That Weaken Our Hearts
Posted by Fiacharrey under Celtic Studies, Pagan Community, Druidry, Paganism, Personal, Philosophy
A Celtic Wisdom triad names three fears that weaken our hearts: fear of speaking the truth, fear of wretched poverty, and fear of evil being done us.
I was pondering what to do in my local community and when I read these words, they seemed a message from the gods. These are exactly the three fears that have kept me fairly “in the closet” with my faith. I have been afraid of what would happen if I “spoke the truth” openly and freely about my faith. I have been afraid of business for our small law practice drying up, people slashing our tires and egging our house, picking on my young son at school.
Those are the things I fear by coming out. But, living with those fears has its own price, too. I know what the triad means by “weakening the heart.” I feel it.
So, I intend to move forward with my plans to make Cypress Nemeton a real place and a real presence in the community. That will be a long time coming, but it will happen. Some day, maybe soon, all of this will attract the attention of someone — the local media, the local church, who knows. It will happen. And I will not be afraid.
October 19th, 2007 at 7:41 am
Not good to live in fear. Not good to live the consequences of coming out, in some places more than others. (I believe I briefly told you what happened to my mentor, who was also a lawyer?)
Keep your brainstorming tools honed!
October 22nd, 2007 at 1:15 pm
It’s something to think about.
On either side, you find yourself looking at dealing with the negative consequences of fear.
No matter how you fall, it is not a pretty thing. Not a pretty thing at all.
Move slowly, dear. Keep your eyes and ears– inside and out– wide open.
May whatever you do be a decision that strengthens your heart and your family.